All I wanted was to remove the implants! Patient’s story after breast augmentation
Three years ago I did mammoplasty. Yes, I enlarged my chest! And who does not want to be beautiful and desirable? True, the reality after the operation was, alas, not so joyful.
From my school years, I visited elite underwear shops with special trepidation. I went there just to see, because I did not dare to try on such linen on my small chest.
At the graduation, I abandoned the idea of a dress with a neckline when I saw my classmate in the fitting room: she was the owner of a beautiful sports figure and a confident third breast size.
A chic red dress, sitting on the figure, effectively emphasized all the advantages that I did not have.
The decision to increase the bust came to me much later — after the birth of my daughter. During pregnancy, I got a lot, and after breastfeeding I lost a sharp way. My already small breasts became like two empty tennis balls in bags.
Moreover, stretch marks were noticeable on the skin of the chest. The fact that after a while my chest will gain at least its former form, and there could be no question.
And while my husband did not look at young beauties, I began to look at sites about plastic surgery.
For the first time I regretted that I had done my chest, on the third day after the operation. The chest was simply unbearably ill. From a large number of painkillers, I wanted to sleep almost all the time.
I couldn’t get out of bed on my own. It was just a nightmare! I reassured myself that when I see my new beautiful breasts, it would become easier for me. But it was not there. After removing the drainage,
in the lingerie, the chest seemed very small to me. I was disappointed. So many torment, and for what? The doctor reassured me that this was postoperative depression and it would pass soon. But discomfort only grew.
By the end of the week, I wanted only one thing — delete implants!
I scolded myself for the decision made, cried a lot and constantly broke into my husband. I was forbidden to make love for love, so family scandals were gaining momentum.
However, edema gradually began to subside, and the chest began to change shape. It became softer to the touch, more natural and no longer resembled a rubber ball in appearance. Then I first decided to buy beautiful underwear.
The new set was purchased on the occasion of the family holiday, I wanted to make my husband a romantic surprise. I was happy to put on such beauty, and my husband was delighted with the results of the operation.
Then it seemed to me that everything was behind and life was getting better.
A new wave of discontent appeared when my husband saw the price tags of my purchases. Lower underwear, new dresses and blouses with a deep neckline really cost a lot. But I so much wanted to present new breasts in a more profitable light.
Another problem was that the breasts had changed slightly in size and shape, but the husband was in no hurry to spend money on correction. A new series of scandals began under the general heading:
«Your beauty costs our family too much.» The depression of the first weeks was replaced by hidden aggression. Every second I was ready to explode. Intimacy problems started again.
By the way, another unpleasant surprise for me was the loss of sensitivity. If earlier my husband only had to gently touch my chest, as I felt it with my whole body, now nothing happened.
This circumstance irritated not only my husband, but also me. And when on the street we began to notice how men passing by looked at me, my dear spoke about another operation. He insisted on removing the implants.
After three years, I can draw certain conclusions. Am I more beautiful after breast augmentation surgery? Undoubtedly! Enthusiastic male looks and envious female ones add confidence in their beauty and attractiveness.
Moreover, now I can afford to try on any image. I have long ceased to regret the operation, despite the fact that my husband and I still divorced. At first, I blamed myself for what happened and my decision to become beautiful.
And then I realized that I just lived with the wrong person all this time. At a difficult moment for me, when I needed his support, help and attention, he was not there. Therefore, if you do such operations, then only for yourself!
Plastic surgery can correct external imperfections such as breast asymmetry, small size, or loss of firmness. But no operation will affect self-love!
