I was very sad! Tallulah dances in a pink thօng biкini in a throwback video about her depression battle
She has been open about her struggles with body dysmorphia, depression, and drug addiction, and she has previously been in rehab.
Tallulah Willis, 29, also shared a throwback video of herself dancing around in a pink thong bikiոi as she opened up about her depression battle on Wednesday evening.
The actress from The Whole Ten Yards shared an old home video in which she appears to be blissfully happy, but it actually captures her at her lowest ebb.
Tallulah, dressed in a pink bikiոi and matching cap, prancing around in front of an outdoor pool while performing an exaggerated dance to British band The Animals’ 1968 hit The Time Of The Season.
She whipped off her cap with a dramatic flourish, audible giggles heard in the background, before throwing herself.
The video appears to show a carefree young woman having fun with friends and living in the moment — but it is explained that the reality was quite the opposite.
‘I was really big sad, for a very long time,’ she captioned her upload. But I’m remembering who I am; thank you to everyone who has always loved her; I’m glad I finally made it to the party.’
The daughter of Bruce Willis and Demi Moore first shared the dancing video in 2019 to highlight the pervasiveness of mental health complications.
Tallulah revealed alongside the video that she was plagued by suicidal thoughts at the time the video was shot, despite appearing unconcerned on the outside.
‘When I was filming this video, everyone kept telling me how much they wished they had my energy, freedom, and sense of self-worth,’ she wrote.
‘I was three months into the deepest suicidal hole I’d ever been in when this video was shot. We are not what we appear to be. I’m not yet ready to tell you my story, but I’m with you, I see you, I am you, and I love you.
«Pain is pain,» says the doctor. It’s unique and enters each of our lives in a variety of ways, but each electric stab or dull ache is genuine. The kind of pain you can’t see, the kind of pain that lives in the void behind your throat.
‘I like to be better with words as armor and a way to help my brain comprehend my feelings, and my ego is grumbling that this is a s**t ode to something so dear to my heart, but my ego can eat a bag of d**ks.
‘I have a great big bunch of acronyms that explain my diagnosis, and they’re slowly becoming less scary to me. ‘Try, try, try to be sweet to yourself, to find and absorb every little bean of love you can.’
